Interesting thing about my dream is that it is still evolving. I may know the underlying desire behind it but as I grow older it matures with me. I also know that I may never get to have it, because I am not really working towards it. And by writing about this is making me realize that maybe I should. This is what I love most about writing. It makes things real. Even when one writes fiction, it makes them definite.
Writing like reading is magical. But not everyone feels that way, only the ones who are bold, do so. Bold, because they are not afraid to be in touch with their inner selves, they are not afraid to think, to dream and most of all to be. To think is to dream, to dream is to want, to want is to search, to search is to know and know is to do and only the courageous ones actually do. And as you can see I have a dream and all I want is to see it materialize.
My dream is to have my own house. A house which is mine and where I can be me. I want an open house. I want a green (close to nature) house. I want a white
house. I want a huge kitchen. I want a small garden. It would be loving, It
would be the way I wish it to be. It would have books, lots and lots of books.
In fact it would have a whole room of books, with a comfortable nook to cuddle
up and read. My dream is to have a space in my house - may be a huge hall of
books, with small coffee tables and a coffee cupcake bar on one side. My
kitchen would have a breakfast table. Where me and my family would have
breakfast. Where it would smell of omelets, coffee ,tea and freshly baked
breads. I would also have a small herb garden or a herb bed, where I would grow
fresh herbs and use them to cook healthy meals for my family. I
would have a huge pantry. I would also have a separate office/work space for my
self. This would be the place where I would paint, write and create. And I wish
to have this all now! When my daughter is young so that she can grow up with the
house and grows to love it. But I know Allah has plans laid down for all of us
and we shall wait and watch and be thankful to what we have now.
But its just a dream and I will enjoy it as long as it grows into a new one :)